Again...

Again...

Not even sure where to begin.
Not sure what's wrong.

Fewer good days again.

Feeling more tired again.
Feeling anti-social again.
Feeling emotional again.
Feeling stuck again.

More migraines.
More decisions.
More indecisiveness.

It's back again.
Depression & anxiety.
They're best friends.... with each other.
But I don't want to be their friend.

I thought I had it all under control.
But I feel out of control.

So many things to do.
So little time... or at least it feels that way.

I feel busy doing nothing.
My life has lots of room for margin.
Yet, I fill it with nothing productive.
Which makes me feel like I've done nothing.
Not the most spectacular feeling...

I just want it to all go away.... again.